days 21-25

Day 21 - What was the best dream you ever had?: I normally have alright dreams, but I remember one where I was a ninja. And last night, I had a dream that I was on Cobb's team. So, that was lovely.

Day 22 - What was the worst dream you ever had?: Just a short while ago, I couldn't dream unless it was a nightmare. So, some worst dreams- being whipped, drowning, bowing to Satan, etc. =/

Day 23 - A letter to your favorite character:

Dearest Ariadne! Don't lose yourself- stay grounded. Always "dream big," and think like a child. They've got the best imaginations. Also, do you have Eames' phone number? -- Yaminah

Day 24 - How many times have you or are you going to see Inception? As of today, I've seen it four times. I'm going to see it again with a friend in college. Cool thing though- I've noticed something new every time I watched it.

Day 25 - Who would you incept?: … Christopher Nolan. And why? That's day 26.

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Today I decided to stop crying and to be happy. So. That's what I'm doing right now. Things to pack! GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE! I've got some more cleaning things to buy, then toiletries. Packing shouldn't be much of a problem, I don't think. I've already packed my clothes and my books. I just need to buy everything and then sort it out.

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So, my schedule is looking like... (These are approximate times, lol.)

MWF - Physics (10 to 11); Arch History (12 to 1); Design 2.1 (1:30 to 4:30)

TTh - World Geography (9 to 10); Arch Theory (1 to 2)

I'm still shaking my head at that Physics one. But I've got a plan that may work. I just don't want my parents to ... blow up at me.

Speaking of which, I don't understand how people can look up to you so much, you know? Like, hold you on such a high pedestal, and then when you know you've done something to let them down, you feel so bad about it. It makes failure close to unbearable (we're not even talking about letting your own self down either), but I feel like failure is a part of life.